Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Carpe Diem..


So much time without writing anything at all. I`m a day-dreamer right now, smiling, just living. I`m already there, where i want to be...just a few more steps and everything will be done.
I`m dancing again and I can feel my body still alive. Dancing is such a wonderful experience i cant tell through words. Some weeks ago, while reading some quotations, i found a phrase that says "Since dancing is like dreaming, then I know how to make dreams come true.". Is true, i can tell. Dancing are the wings that make me fly, the main energy in my battery, the best liquor. Besides, if I can combine dancing and makeing someone smile, it feels my heart exploding.
Every day brings new opportunities to start over my dreams, taking them is justthe beginning.
ENJOY!

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Un domingo en familia.

llevan dos horas forrando esas sillas. Es la última, la mía, de ositos rosas.Resultan chistosas sus risas y embarradas unas tras otra, que se aprietan un dedo, que se les corre la tela, que llega mi otra hermana a ayudar segun ella y el desorden es hilarante.Destastres por mil y el resultado aun lo espero. Me llega un cojinazo por estar escribiendo sin ayudarlos. Las risas me recuerdan a cuando eramos niños e inventabamos tonteras y proyectos audaces para pasar el rato pero que siempre terminaban con un jarro de leche chocolatada y un pan amasado con mantequilla que hacia mama, de pelos. Hoy fue un dia genial, de aseo, ayer karreteamo con unos amigos, pocos pero los mejores sin duda. a las 1pm nos levantamos y en que Victor preparaba el carbon, yo disponia la carne, kathy el postre y las buenas sopaipillas y Olga las ensaladas se nos paso la tarde, entre bromas y bailes. Armamos una mesa sobre la alfombra, de estilo japones y nos sentamod a comer sobre los cojines un rico asado a la parrilla. Han pasado 30 minutos y ya estan casi listos. Kathy trae la alfombra de baile y mientras ke olga calienta lo ke quedo del almuerzo victor ordena las herramnientas que ocupamos, yo feliz. ha sido un buen dia, hermosos recuerdos, momentos magicos, minutos memorables de dedos machacados, rodillas moradas y pelos alborotados. llamo la mama, saludos nos dejo, vendra en la semana. podria terminar el mundo esta noche y yo lo aceptaria encantada, feliz y dando las gracias por la alegria compartida, que es mas importante cuando se esta con los seres que amas.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

birthday.


i had my b.day yesterday. it`s been been a while since i haven`t felt as happy and warmth as yesterday. it started the day before (with no reason at all, really) and last the whole day. i do not know what happened, but i thanks to my angel (s) that are doing their hardest to make me happy. let me tell you sth. it worked!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I am crazy?

This has been a looooooong week.i quited my job last week and y handed in the papering today. It`s quite difficult to not let your feeling overwhelm you.Those little kids....who would say just one year ago we could become this close? not me. I used to hate them, really. they were so noisy, and always complaining and crying about everything that i even wanted to run away, but now they are all grown up. They know how to read and write, the numbers and even, they have caught some of my daily words such as .."oh my god!" and "dont even dare!" hahahah. They can imitate my way so good that i cant argue about and they have made my days happier. I told them today that i have to go. It was surely the most panic(ing?) feeling ever....for me. Some of them cried- yes they did-, some of the didnt talk to anybody in the rest of the class. One of them stood up and went to sit down in the last sit, crossed his arms and stood upset the whole class. It didnt work when i tried to burn the class up with games and other activities, nothing worked today...and i tried my best. I dint showed tears, but my heart almost let me breath.
Sad day it is one, when i tear up inocent little hearts.

Monday, August 24, 2009

las alas del deseo.

este cuento llego a mi, de una forma extraña,..pero aqui esta.
es una version de otro cuento ke supe por ahi, pero bueno, no mas palabras. lo asimilare en la noche...durante mi sueño...mis sueños...mi realidad.

las alas del deseo
cuenta conmigo
jorge bucay.

Un dia el elefante le dijo a la alondra que le tenia envidia por poder volar. ¡cuanto le gustaria remontarse por los aires! pero con su peso......¡era imposible! la alondra le dijo que era muy facil. Que el secreto de las alondras para volar, por ejemplo, estaba en las coloridas plumas de su cola. Si él tuviera por lo menos una pluma auténtica, y de verdad lo deseaba, podria conseguirlo. Dicho esto se quito con el pico una pluma de la cola y le dijo: "aprieta fuerte esta pluma con la boca y agita las orejas de arriba abajo". el elefante hizo lo que la alondra le habia dicho. Apretó con fuerza la pluma para que no se le escapase y comenzó a agitar sus grandes orejas arriba y abajo con toda su energia. Poco a poco, notó que se elevaba, despegaba, se sostenia en el aire.....el elefante se sintó feliz, podia ir donde quisiese, por lo aires, con toda facilidad. Vio la tierra desde las alturas, vio los animales y los hombres, cruzó por lo alto el rio profundo que habia marcado el limite de su territorio y exploró paisajes desconocidos.Después volvió sonriente y aterrizó en el sitio donde habia dejado a la alondra. "no sabes cuanto te agradezco esta pluma milagrosa", le dijo. Y se la guardó cuidadosamente detrás de la oreja para cuando queisiera volar otra vez. La alondra le contestó "oh, esa pluma. La verdad es que de milagrosa no tiene nada. Se me iba a caer porque estaba un poco desprendida, pero tenia que darte algo para que no creyeras que tu deseo era imposible y se me ocurrió esto. Ahora lo sabes. La magia la trajo tu deseo era imposible y se me ocurrio esto. Ahora lo sabes y lo que te hizo volar fue la fuerza que pusiste en agitar tus orejas".

spongo que no hay nada mas que decir.
un abrazo

Thursday, August 20, 2009

el regalo mas bello...

a veces la vida tiene esos pekeños momentos epifanicos, en ke ya no imorta nada mas. en ek eres feliz al maximo. Ayer fue un dia de mierda. De esos dias en que ya no quieres ni respirar, solo desaparecer por un rato. Afortunadamente los angelitos bajan del cielo a cada rato.
Llegue dando pericos del trabajo, con ganas de llorar y muy pero muy triste. Despues de un rato de tirar mala onda y que mis hermanos me escucharon muy atentamente, solidarizando conmigo por supuesto, y me dejaron solita. Me calme un poco y decidi renunciar a mi trabajo. diez minutos despues bajo mi hermanita pequeña (18) bajo asi muy campante, me dijo "toma, para ti" y me paso un pedazito de hoja minusculo, sequito....que era? un trebol de 4 hojas. Genuino, natural, aun verde! la abraze y casi lloro, no me dijo nada mas y siguio haciendo sus cosas, pero me llego tan al alma...es simplemente un de los regalos mas bellos que alguien me ha dado. No porque sea la suerte de un trebol de 4 hojas, sino porque a su modo estaba deseando en su corazon que las cosas mejoraran para mi. Fue capaz de desprenderse de algo asi, que creo que era muy especial para ella, y entregarmelo pensando quizas que me podia hacer sentir mejor, asi sin mas, sin palabras....
los angeles existen, estan dia a dia con nosotros, solo que nosotros no podemos ver sus alitas muy a menudo.

let`s keep moving forward!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

100 destinos que visitar antes de morir

todos hacen una lista de lugares que visitar antesde morir, pero a fin de cuentas, pocos son aquellos que se atreven a realizarla algun dia.
aqui empieza mi travesia, aunque ya la comence hace tiempo, ahora quiero oficializarla.

Before I die, i will visit :

1. Torres del Paine, Chile.
2. Isla de Pascua, Chile.
3. San Pedro de Atacama y el Valle de la Luna, Chile.
4. Machu Pichu, Perú.
5. Caminito, B.Aires-Argentina.
6. Costa Rica.
7. La Habana, Cuba
8. New York, USA.
9. Gran Cañon, USA.
10. Piramides Mayas, Mexico.


Ire agregando de 10 en 10, asi no me apurare ni sera tedioso de leer.

Let`s go on a trip

by Lee Seung Gi

Upone the blue sky
with just a backpack
the golden sunbeams
with their festivals
towards those wild plains
towards the coll valley.
When the daybreak comes
on that youthful day
the city`s noises
all its crows and mobs
let`s escape from the
jungle of buildings
I hear the echoes from far,
far away
and the flowing streams
on the hidden valleys
let`s find them all
let`s go on a journey.
Curving trails and paths
deep in the mountains
cold and fres breezes
come to welcome me
as we greet the sky
let`s all sing along
I hear the echoes..
oh! you know how it goes!..
I hear the echoes....


this song i copied from youtube...so great and cheerful.

enjoy it in my mixipod
the languaje is korean, but it is translate into english.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

happy!

my sister is back from Argentina...3 weeks there seems long ago. i missed her.
it`s funny because just when i was thinking in quiting smoking she gives me my first cigarrete`s leater box...xD
anyway, i loved it!
moreover, my parents came our home for the weekend. it`s been so long since we havent been all together for lunch, i am really enjoying it!
well, that`s everything for today, so tired but happy.
too much emotions for one day.
going to sleep now.
nighty night
;)

Friday, August 14, 2009

Keep moving forward!

the title...how meaningful it is, right?
well, it is been a while since i havent done anything here... let`s continue.
it`s been a couple of months since my parents left home, funny dont you think? anyways, we are getting along with my sibblings better than it was expected.
I have had lots of ime on my own to think about myself and my future. I am a teacher of language who is ending a circle in life...and wants to start another one.
last weekend i sat on my backyard, looking at the sky (so magic..lol) and i tried to put my ideas in order. what i want to do most? travel. definitely traveling is on my way the next couple of years, not boyfriends, not studies at all...just travel.
I have been in some places so far...i can say i know almost my whole country and i miss the experience of being in a whole new place, of being excited by new emotions and discovering takebreathing cultures.
however, before doing that i have to finish what i havent. my degree. i have been working as a teacher for 2 years now, and i havent had so much free time to do anything then i decided to quit my job the end of this month and have my graduating lecture before 4 weeks from today. This is not imposible if i work hard. i know i can do it.
please keep on mind this is not just a wish but my dreams which have been locked within the system and have been screaming for being released from long ago.
so, with my energies renewed am sattinf this new enterprise, which i hope it would be the best i ever had....until now.
I`ll kep in touch to tell you every little detail about it.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Moving out from home

The usual age for people to move out from their parents` house in my country is about 25. I f you do it before that is because wether you have problems with them or you are getting married, at least those are the most common reasons. We normally do it after 25 because we are studing at college or want to be a little more with your family, save money or just be irresponsible for a little more.
The thing is that eventhough this is normal, my case is quite different from that.
I have travel by myself within my country and abroad since I was 15. Going from here to there, saving moeny for my next trip, leaving my family at home. I never cared how long I was going to live at my parents´ but now that i think about it is a bit of weird.
Anyway, I am 27 but not moving out.
Believe it or not,
My parents are moving out!
I live in a quite important city at my country but my parents have always wanted to live in the country side. They have come to live here because we are 4 siblings and this city has some of the best Universities at my country. Of course the 4 of us entered to the best one, proud for us, but my little sister is just 18, it means, she just entered last march and my brother and my other sister are in 4 year, at least, one more year to go.
My father applied for a job in a small city near the mountains. He said the weather was drier, cleanner and quieter than here. My mother loves gardening. She agreed with my dad and told us that her vegetables would grown healthier and faster and anywhere else. A very good point.
It happened 1 month ago that he applied an my siblings and I did not believe it at all. Today they are actually off in that city looking for a new house to live in. Yes, my dad got the job, starting next monday, and this house is quite a mess.
They are setting everything up for us to live in ourselves, logs for the fire, phones for emergency cases, 6 month paid in advance for the YMCA, changing the front door into a more secure one, everything.
We are kind of ecxeptical but they are actually moving, leaving everything to us.
I feel that I am quite grown up to live n my own, but when I think about all the responsabilities I have as the elder I get confused a little bit. I am currently working in good job, have my own money, my own life and eventhough i still live with my family and I am quite independent.
But i feel that this changes everything.
I never thought I will be living with my parents forever, but dont you agree that this is kind of weird? I do.

How to start writing a blog

I have always wanted to start a blog, but as I think I have not really good skills in writing I have told myself "do it later, when you have experience" and I have realized that there is no experience if you do not try first!.
Anyway, choosing a topic to start with is a little difficult. You do not know ehat is the people interested about and you are kind of afraid of the way people would receive what you ant to say, but I think now that it doesnt matter at all.
i want to write about what is interesting to me, not the rest of the world indeed.
I want to show you things about my trips, about books I have read, about Dancing and Music, because that is the way I am, the way i can express myself at my best and if you who are reading this dont like, at least let me no why. If you enjoy it please do not hesitate to comment your point of view about it. It will be awesome.
i will try to do it in both english and spanish language as i am interested both languages.

let`s breath!!!!!!!